life is so unpredictable~~

bismillahirrahmanirrahim
aiseyy it's friday..nope going to saturday actually..time is greatly fast..after few days of this week i thinks this is the suck week i ever had..on monday, my seminar, ceit wrong focus!!we even curik the lecturer's lecture topic..hailaa what to do..frustrated but still, its our fault too..what made me more disappointed was the night before i removed a slide which inside it was the things that she wanted..arghhhh just if i didn't remove it!!!!it's too late babe..just let it go..everything happened mesti ade hikmahnye kan..yup, i'm really believe this quote..

followed with highly tense tuesday..hishh i don't think i love surgery because i rily hate the suture part..i love to cut but to close back..ohh nooo..and because of my 'chenta overload' to cut, i'm the first to get scolded by him on that day..wahahhaa (mukaddimah tuuu) too semangat carik 'linea alba' till forget to put on skin towel first..huh!!what a silly mistake..amek ko!!ape2 pon, it's good to make mistake actually..i'll remember it forever, insyaAllah..

and here come the crazy wednesday..aku mmg x suke laaaa bile ade double tests on single day..it really made me felt like to give up..well i don't wanna comment on this much..just wait n see la when the result out..i don't even put any hope on this..trime je la ape yg aku dpt nnt..salah sendiri jgk mase lapang tamau study..haiyohhh sentap diri sendiri...ngee

thursday...haha should be surgery test on this day..but it was cancel together with the classes..so i used this time to seek for the case to present this becoming 3 weeks..hampir sejam, didn't found any case...huh!!the evening do the group works..for the first time, aku rase petang aku sgt berguna..congrate2!!!!

friday..huhu isi borg nak stay college with a little merit..hmm x kesah laa..ade rezeki ade..yg penting, i'm using the clean way..johan batu seremban???hahah sound funny but it's really happened..as long as it give me merits, i don't care..the interesting part was aku kene sound ngan guard depan tu..aku nk cepatlaa..dah le without my matric card, license, I/C hahah triple mistake in a single time..hishhh mmg la ko paah!!

tade tajuk tade topik

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

fuhh isnin da..sungguhla tak terasa langsung weekend this week..ape aku wat??ehh kebetulan tgh dgr lagu "what did I do today?"..sekali dgr sentap kot..well byk sgt buang masa kan..however, hujg mggu ni ape aku wat eh??

friday after class..

~kehujanan pegi mines dgn my WRQ443 tu..

~bought external hard disk 500GB n kaspersky internet protection..

~back at 9pm..

friday night

~install kaspersky

~kasi dewormer, anthelmint, antibiotic n vaccine kat laptop aku...(byk gle parasit,virus)

~update laptop (susun2 segala jenis doc ntah ape2)

~ tranfer clive, lecture n seniors notes movies n dramas..(curik kt zul pnye harddisk)

~siap sume ni dlm pkl 1 lebey2..

saturday

~pkl 12 pegi rawang, kenduri..should get going on 11, but wait for pakcik2 bersiap lame beno..hohoho

~balik dr rawang, sggah petronas..wira tu pon nk mkn gak..haaa ckp psl petronas, ade la 3 org pkck pki bju uniform polis..hakk aku igt suksis..ceit..gaye penuh tangungjawab mintak lesen tuan punye wira..bwk kuar buku catat2..mcmla org tataw niat nk ngorat kawan aku..ceit..tak macho laa gitu..belom ngorat pon da kene reject la bro..sian kawan aku gabra pnye pasal terlanggar tebing sampai bocor tayar..hailaaa tak pasal2 aku posing tepi jln ngan lgi sorg anak kapal wira tu..hohoohoho

~siap tukar tayar, pegi mkn..fastfood..hermm satu lagi nasib malang hari sabtu..mmg lepas ni aku x masuk lagi da kedai tu..sunguhla membuang duit aku je..bubr kat situ, gaya budak lima thn belajar masak nasi x jadi je..see tak pasal2 aku dah termasuk golongan membazir, erti kata lain 'membazir tu kan ikhwanussyaitan'..nauzubillah..

~balik solat mgrib..disebabkan migraine yg menjadi2, aku baring..tutp mata..buka balik mata, da pukul 12..sungguh nyenyak dan lena aku mlm tu..

sunday...

~well aku bgn 12 lebih mlm da kire ahad kan..so aku mendigest info utk seminar hari isnin ni..huwaaa cuaknyee..parasitology seminar..

"ya Allah, hilangkanlah kekakuan lidahku agar mereka mengerti perkataanku, amin!!"

~around 5 a.m aku tdo balik..

~8am laundry, continue with parasite..around 10 went to stadium..vet sport's day, the ending!

~last minute participant for cheerleading..haha klakar tp interesting..aku jd penonton je la..

~tarik tali..huh first time aku wat bende tu..perhh sakit pinggang beb..menang ngan dvm 1 je..ngan dvm 2,4,5 haiii..haha x cukup besar rupenye dak batch aku..hahahahh

~ptg..alamak..aku lupe nak wat checklist surgery..fuhh sebbaek igt belum mlm lg..heh n naseb baek jgk aku assistant surgeon mggu lepas..so x byk sgt checklist..x sebyk checklist surgeon laaa..

dah laaa malas nak igt ape aku wat..btw this becoming weeks, got three tests..patho of cvs, muscle and bone, kambing n biri2, n surgery..haii sungguhla byk tests dlm hidup student ni.. nah digest ni..semangat sikit laaa zaidar~

wachaaa sakit kepala~~

Doa tenangkan hati, elok diamalkan bace doa ni before belajar n selepas solat bace la jugak..Hurm kepala aku sakit..dunno y??aku rase Nescafe hari ni dlm keadaan terkawal..tade overdose rasenye..tp kple aku sakit jgk..this Friday (ehh esok je dah), test CP..CP is clinical pathology..bukan my kakak Chen Phing taw..hhoho btw CP aku masih dok digest neutrophilia..aku rase mcm aku pnye neutrophil pulak yg nak increase ni hah..due to stress, increase of cortisol level..haha ye ke??kang aku cek..whoaaaaaaaaa aku tataw asal mlm ni aku rase semcm je..1. mgkin sbb kepala aku sakit..mlm ni tamau telan NSAIDs..hehe 2. Dr td aku sedar dlm kepala aku mcm ade radio dok ulang lagu ‘Permaidani’ je..

Bentangkanku permaidani..

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Aku tataw lirik ni betul ke tak..klu slh mmg sah radio dlm otak aku ni yg tingtong..hahah but anyway, kenape eh..makin lame aku pk knpe, makin sakit jd nye otak aku..so biar je lah kenape tu??kang aku tdo, esok pg klu aku bgn still sakit kepala, aku sambung pk kenape tu esok je..aku rase ape yg aku taip ni pon dam cm gaye org tingtong je..lantaklaa, aku phm..sape x paham, abaikan..tp ade baiknye klu doakanlah aku dpt ketenangan eh mase test CP nnt..wohoo takot lak..

Oh ye, hari ni 11 mac, so selamat ulang tahun buat

1. Abdul Rahman Ramdzan di Cairo University

2. Mohd Zaim Mohd Nor di Universiti Malaya

~~May Allah bless both of you, amin…

the update rant~~

Salam

Wahh sangat lama blog ni sepi x bersapa..hoho klu aku mengikut betul2 list things to do yg ade, mmg sgt bz..tp disebabkan aku kurg disiplin bab tu (heh aku sedar diri beb), maka aku x de lah bz pon..yeah byk gile masa aku jln gitu je..manusia kan..bile da suntuk baru nk sesal..aku slh sorg dr golongan tu jgk..aku risau laa..tp aku tataw ape nak wat..mcm mane eh nak disiplinkan diri..ahhh kan best klu ade org nak denda klu aku x buka buku..mcm, klu aku x stadi at least 1 subjek (klu da mls sgt laa) kena libas 10 kali ke..hmm agak2 jalan x eh??tp sape nak wat??sape nak libas aku??hailaaa ade sorg lecturer aku ckp, “mase skola rendah, cikgu ajar nak gi tandas mintak izin, ape2 la nak wat mintak izin, tp bile da msk university, nak kuar tandas maen redah aci suke hati je gaye tade org kt depan”..so mksdnye mase kecik punyelaa beradab da besar mane adab tu eh??aku pk gak..btul gak kan ape yg lec aku ckp..tp once again aku juga tergolong dlm golongan yg same..asal sume golongan yg aku join ni kurg sedap ek..(jwb sendiri la Farhah)..

Aku sekadar nak update je actually, tapi aku tataw nak throw ape..sejak 2 menjak ni aku kurg pk laa..x mcm last year, jln gak otak aku ni..again ape mslh sbnrnye nih??heh ntahlaa..haa this becoming weeks mmg byk bende nak kene wat ni..tests, group assignments, presentation, seminar…wah3..gini pnye byk, aku leh rilek lagi…gaye genius gile la tu…results tests 1 da mcm org x pna blaja je…amek ko!!!sape suruh stadi gitu..be serius beb..org laen boleh je xkan ko x leh..ape beza ko ngan diorg hah???otak same je sume..yg beza, mls ngan rajin..maka aku tergolong dlm golongan pemalas laa sebenarnye kan?kan?kan??(ehh sedar rupenye)..sebab sebenarnye Tuhan tu adil..He regards us according to our action..so mean that what I got during last tests is according to the acts I took..btw, klu da tahu tggu ape lg..jln la ke depan..tayah toleh lame2..x bertukar pon result ko Farhah oiii..u know what u do, u know what make it be like that, so change la ur way..pengalaman dapat result teruk da berbeakul kot..x cukup2 lagi ke??pengalaman dpt result mantoppp meletopp sebakul pon x full lg..so jom gi isi bakul pengalaman mantopp n meletopp jom…haha whatever it is, chaiyokkk!!!all the best!!

happy birthday wawa!!!~~

happy birthday to my tayunk butuk..hohho

i'm just get the chance to online..so cam x sempat nak post before 12 am je

btw i'll just randomly type whatever come across my mind

well since we were quite buzy for this couple weeks

u bz with your dances piya2 o piya2 n bole chuliya..u so cute btw during the show...hehe

i bz with my tears hahahhahaha jz bcoz of boxer??????kuang3

whatever we bz with

hope you'll enjoy our last minute idea to celebrate ur precious day huhuh

hope you'll enjoy our simple present too

till then for now..

have a great birthday, tayunk!!!wek3

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[the pic from our first year DVM]

sopan lagi berbaju kurung hohoho

the new adventure of DVM3~~~

Salam 2010
Time passed very quickly huh..was just like in a blink of my eyes, I’ll turn 22 this year..felt like just yesterday I’m wandering around SMAPL with Auni, Ku, Jlah..shouting each other from bainul to hafsah..haha sweet memories..anyway all of us are on our own path now..me still struggling doing my DVM..about 2 and half year left..wish me luck, kayh!!!
Well talking bout doing DVM, my second sem third year just started about 2 weeks ago..so many new things, new knowledge I got in just this 2 weeks..this sem we started our surgery class..this class completely new for me..doing a surgery on animals particularly dogs..wahh even me myself can’t imagine how this class will be run..from the schedule, the surgery class allocated on Tuesday, the whole day starting at 8 am...during our first week, the class ended at 8 pm above..the following week, which is this week, we ended our class on 10 pm..hmm a very long day,huh..tired yet interesting..i really enjoyed this class..also my new experience, being an assistant surgeon in this early sem..never had hands on doing animal surgery before at all..well all of us are just the same right..next two weeks, I’ll be the surgeon..huh can’t wait..ngee together with surgery we had anaesthesiology class too, which also challenging to me..to induce the dog into anaes state not an easy task..if overdoses, I might kill the dog..the intubation part , seem easy but still need a lot of practice to be a pro..hohoh btw next week, we’ll have a real surgery..hope I’m not shaking..don’t care whet time the class will be ended, don’t care how long I’m gonna stand..as long as I got new knowledge, new expose, new skill, I’ll be happy…
That’s about the surgery world…let’s go to the next new world of me which is radiology session..a long class too..hmm a lil bit bout physic here..haha such long time I didn’t open up any physic books..btw so far it’s still okay..huhu I like it, the way our lecturer teach us..well, it’s good to try everything by urself..then anything you do wrong, you’ll remember it right..since we are learning, it’s ok to make mistake..rather than you just follow your friend instruction, which is also in same level with you..then you might learn nothing..hmm put some trust to your teammate..all of us are learning together, so why don’t we make thing interesting and at the same time learn it..not to concur the team like you are the smartest in the team..we are just the same..
Following day, we had post mortem of a dog..hmm best3..in early DVM we just butchering the carcass..haha not even have guideline..(main suke2 potong je)..but this time quite ok la..got the protocol..where to cut first and stuffs right…hehe but this class not take so long laa..hmm those are bout interesting..it still have something make me down..really feel like going back from class..haha but I still had the patience on me that time..well I don’t feel like writing it here..i don’t want anyone to be hurt or misunderstand..by the way, I felt like wanna drop, but then, if I’m just running away like that, am I be okay??..so I think I will just face it..take it as challenge..we will prove it to that particular person that he is wrong, okay guys??...hmm don’t be influence by the word from such narrow minded person..he might don’t wanna look on the positive side..but we can..whatever he said, let’s take it positive although most of his word are negative..even our lecturer also said “in our life, we need to take everything positive” during our first surgery class..hehe (ape bende la aku tulih ni..paham2 la eh)..well we will get refreshing words from our respective lecturer which have such wonderful words that really refreshing me..hehe till then (sebelum aku merapu x leh stop)…adios~~

the night lesson~~

salam pembuka kata
hurmm lame gak aku menyepi..well nothung much i think about..so i had nothing to throw here..this post pon i think just for the update..ngee
sekrg aku dah genap seminggu kat kampung halaman..ingat masa hari last praktikal di ivm..IVM is institut veterinar malaysia kat kluang..heh bukan maen semangat aku mau pulang..ye lah da lame sgt x balik...i even missed my big bro's engagement day..huk3...back to last day kat ivm..semangat aku nak balik sampai tertinggal maruku n megi yg x habis mkn tu..kesian bagha nak ngangkut makanan2 aku tu..ingatkan tinggal mknn je tp ade lagi haha..thp semangat aku melonjak ke thp infiniti bile waktu maghrib menjengah..selesai menunaikan kewajipan aku, it's time to go to the bus station..hehe wawa's uncle drive me there..together with her of coz..plus sima and wawa's cousin..hmm then bus sampai and well i quite disappointed with that bus..aku akan duduk di dlm bus 4 seat tu selama about 10 hours..huh?? hilang semangat aku nak tido sejurus naek bas..thank God my seat mate pompuan..ngee
da naek bas..duduk dengan keselesaan yang kurang..aku teringat mak aku..hmm gonna call her to tell about my depature..but then BANG!!!!mane hp aku?????semua poket aku seluk..poket suar, poket sweater, poket bag..NAI!!!terkocoh2 aku cari phone..thank God jugak, aku dapat seat mate yg x kedekut..she handed me her hp..so aku call la wawa..i don't know lak si wawa ni ade tabiat x angkat phone if she doesn't knoww the no..i tried for the second time..frust lagi..ahhaa sima!!i dialled sima next..alhamdulillah dia jwb..tp phone aku still x de dlm kete tu.. i get back to the bus and bas pon da jalan..aku still buntu x taw mane phone aku..that girl help me again..she ask my no and dialled.."hello ni fakhri,kawan najwa ke?phone ni ade dlm viva..gegar viva ni td" hehe so careless la me..hp tu dlm wawa pnye viva upenye..da taw hp tu kat mane boleh la aku tido..
dalam pada aku dok ngelamun jauh pkkan kecuaian aku tu, sekali lagi aku dikejutkan oleh the girl beside me.she said someone called may be..haha i recognised that no, so i picked up..yes sim, what's up.."ko da called mak ko belom??aku call kan eh?"..my sima agak risau fikirkan family aku yang mungkin akan menghubungi aku..maka aku asked her to call my ayah using my phone..its FREE..hohoh thanks sima..
so skrg i'm not having my phone with me..currently used my mom's phone for purpose of the alarm..hehe dah terbiase bangun pagi ngan alarm hp kan..ngee..bosan jgk hidup without my own phone..heh sepanjang kat umah ni aku mengulang novel2 yg ade je..aku x bwk balik novel2 aku pon..da bosan ngulang novel..kuar cari novel baru..cari nove tri writers sebab dalam tu ade cite baru dari Hlovate, my fav writer..tapi x ketemu di bandar serba sederhana macam pendang ni..haha tp ade novel 9 nyawa kat situ..layan je lah..not bad la cite tu..ade msg tersendiri..hehe now on my way merangka secara kasar my prac report hoho..

something i got in one night..
hitots: hp better be in my pocket, so that i know i may not forget again
futats: remember the phone no of people who are always with you, so that when there is any urgent, easier for you to contact...esp when you lost your phone..so don't just save the no without trying to remember!!jgn igt no bf je...haha ade ke???
mits:it's good to ignore any phone call that you don't know..but just i think it's better to pick up for the first time..might be your friend which in urgent situation..if prank call, ignore yg second loo..ngee
yots: if you are facing an urgent situation, calm down and stay cool..think carefully and try to recall back..then go to the action after thinking of coz..
last but not least: jgn terlampau gembira sbb mungkin akan diikuti dengan kesedihan lepas tu..ape2 pon sentiasa kembali pada Allah..becoz setiap sesuatu yg jd pada kita mesti ada hikmahnye..cuma kita kena sabar dan mungkin hikmah tersembunyi tu adalah sesuatu yg kita x nampak..tp ia tetap ada..well He know the best for us, His creation.