Paah the cat-phobic

saya ialah seorang pelajar
pelajar perubatan veterinar
perubatan veterinar ialah perubatan haiwan
yang mana saya akan sentiasa 'deal' dengan hamba Allah bernama haiwan
satu fakta mengenai saya ialah
SAYA SANGAT FOBIA TERHADAP KUCING
saya gelarkan 'cat-phobic paah'
sekarang, fobia itu masih wujud
masih tidak mahu meninggalkan saya
jadi, saya cuba untuk buang fobia itu
maka, saya mengambil percubaan
percubaan memelihara anak kucing
saya kurang pasti selama mana
selama mana anak kucing ini akan bersama saya
saya risau juga
risau kalau dia tak sebahagia kakaknya
kakaknya adalah 'Owie' yg kini bersama shakira
haa lupa nak ckp
saya bagi die name 'Ushou'
ushou skrg tgh tido dgn lenanye atas katil saya
dan otak saya tgh ligat berfikir mcm mana saya nk tido karang
saya kan fobia jd saya gementar nak tido bersama ushou
alaaaa kenapa saya takut sangat nih
hurmmm takpelaa ape2 pon saya cuba sebaik mungkinlah
nak tanak nnt saya still kene berdepan dengan 'KUCING'
jadi biarlah saya biasakan diri saya dengan ushou ini
saya harap cat-phobic itu akan diovercome
heheh jadi sahabat2 vet sekalian
jgn kantoikan cat-phobic saya dgn doktor tau
dan tolonglah ajar saya mane2 yg patut
i'm really hopeless in this cat care stuff hailaaaaa
kate come hell or high water..
ni baru flame n splash je paah..come on laaa
face ur fear!!

p/s:klu trial saya jaga kucing ni pass, saya postkan gmbr ushou ini ye..hihhi

~the nite we pay for

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

ermm what a bored saturday..it should be a busy saturday..but my head just can't focus much..well it's noon by the way..just remembered something..hehe last weekend, the college's dinner so called 'Malam kilauan berjasa' was held at dewan seri endon, putrajaya..initially we plan to go by bus since it's impossible for us to ride the motocycle..hoho we need to gather at 615pm..(GI-LA mana aku nak solat then)..plus we got exam somemore tomorrow..(study pon tak abih lg.doubled GI-LA)..so change the plan..ask someone's car to borrow..(wat muke x malu je) hehe..

at the gate, the guard stopped us

Pakcik jaga: dik, da mlm ni dik..
cik driver: ekk??nak pegi dinner ni bang..(sejak bile lak budak kolej ni taleh kuar malam
pakcik jaga: (senyum) tp da mlm ni dik..
cik driver: kitorg nak gi dinner la..errrrr (senyum lak die, aku gabra nih..)
pakcik jaga: ye laa, tp bukak la lampu tu..(senyum makin lebar)
cik driver: ohhh (muke aku da mcm air sirap kot time ni) thanks..

and the whole peoples in the car laughed...hohohoo (pedaaa lu paah..x bukak lampu kete rupenye..wahaha wat malu je)..we didn't even very clear bout the direction to the hall..so we just go through someone's direction from the sms..

"jalan je sampai jumpe jabatan perdana menteri..lepas tu amek kiri then amek kanan lak..dewan on ur right side"

hehh it's not so hard to find the hall actually..so we manage to be there on time, alhamdulillah...

oh ya,, a bunch of thanks to the car's owner (ley borrow lg next time eh) and the mr. direction (aku mesti salah for the first time ikut dirctn ko, bro..tp still dpt la at the end)..

~the romantic roomate~

~the loving neighbour~

~only 4..lacking 1 of us~

kill the bored n sleepy~~

this is zenzen wakarimasen!!lololo..
i really cant focus much in the noon..
midnite is the best time to do my benkioo..

the novels i used to read repeatedly..x terbilang bape kali aku ulang..hohoho tade a terase sgt habih duit aku..sebab banyak kali aku ulang..hihihi


the novels i had with me now..da tak muat the casing wawa bagi as my birthday presents..wawa, nak lagi satu boleh??hehehe

this is the note for tomorrow's test..clinical skill, general systemic state, hyperthermia and fever..haishhh test je kejenye bila sampai hujg2 sem ni..sampai nak final pon tak terase sgt..due to too many exams stret skali ngan final..the differents is just, final sit accordg the list n long essays q's..for the tests, duduk suke2 hati n short essays q's..hmmphh..

this is my hang out frens kat vet fac, kat upm..ni during sillaturrahim..we laugh together we cry together..tp mostly we laugh 'overload' together..especially time mkn kt cafe..sorry la for those yg rase terganggu ngan our laughter, nak wat cane kitorg mmg kuat gelak..huahuahua

hekk this is my lil n big bro..muke serius cam pk masalh negara padahal tgh maen game..ape tah name game tu..aku mmg hopeless bab2 game nih..hihihi and y this picture sesat here??dunno, just miss them i think..even asek gaduh jee, but they are my only siblings..air dicencang takan putus kan..hmm wawa asked, "asal muke korang laen2?" huhu aku pon tataw asal...heheh

and this is the pic at my blog's title..the sawah at my village..perasan x??ade bayg2 2 orang naek moto tu??haaa that's me and wawa..ni mase wawa nanges2 ajak aku pegi sawah..hahah tade la tak nanges pon..during the last day wawa at my house..

huhh hilg jgk sket my sleepy..heheheheheh sambung tgk ouran high school host club lak laaa..till then adios~~

awaken??

bismillahirrahmanirrahim
saturday..i've been awake since 3 a.m. i had drunk a glass of nescafe so i cant sleep even i feel like to sleep..but my eyes just open..hope to have the ability of sleeping with open eyes..hehe btw i dont know what to write either..just randomly typing anything out from heart..i believe that those from heart are actually ilham from Him..

• 2 weeks more before to final..wahh cant believe i'll finish my 6th sem just in a short time..

• some tests are not settle yet..the postponed tests, the becoming tests, the oral test..

• the subjects for next sem x key in yet..timetable for next sem boleh thn sesak nafas laa bile aku tgk..

• practical for this sem still on pending status..haihh ikan kat kedah tu jual mahal..ayam kat pahg lak x sudi...sedih3 at last, we get CP at JB..johor again.

• hishhh so many things x study yet..final is around the corner je..waaa takut3..

well takut2 aku nih still can spend some of my precious time reading novels, watching movies, outing and going dinner..hahah dinner..sigh..merit punye pasal..janji halal..heheh neway, i really need to plan my time start from now onwards..hurm so paah, relaks lagi??heh pegi study sane laa..test towering till final, bak kata kak sarah, study for final too..haha somehow i'm realize, it is so hard doing this course..to be excellent its very hard but not impossible..nothing is impossible kan...Allah pon dah pesan dlam the one and only love letter, "lepas keksusahan mesti ada kesenangan"..siap berulang lagi ayt tu dalm surah al insyirah..so just give the best that you have and believe in Him..

~kelas petang rabu~

bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
err i'm dont have the insprtn to study yet tomorrow i have radio test
so i wanna fill my time with this..haha (gila punya budak)
picture above is my lecture note..the kertas kajang one is my friend's..mine the A4 paper tu..
obviously mine one very unorganised..haha btw let's take a look one by one..errrr




hehe this is the close up view for my friend's note..
i'm really respect la this girl..
very comited copying the notes..(x angkat kepala wa ckp luu)
hohoh haa lupe mau bilang, this class the lect refuse to give us the 'precious note'..so we need to copy laa












this one was mine..klu di teliti one by one..
hekk apebende la aku tulih nihh
becoz of too boring, this is what i did in that class
hurmm i'm the one who will salin the words from the lect's mouth..
and i dont like to salin note from the slide..
therefore this is the outcome of what i salin
let see anothe pic

the one i 'boxed' is what he said..i'm copying it,,hahah sound interesting..maybe he was upset becoz some of our classmate going out for a while..i dunno the reason..but this is what he conclude..lallalala
"student nowadays going out during class, reason to urinate..but may be it is actually the way of their expressing DISGUSTING to the lecturer..haha tak sangka dia nak ckp gitu..seyes!!
ok dah pkl 9..aku mau ngadap radiology lak..hehe wish me luck, pals!!adios~~~

yessss i did it!!

bismillahirrahmanirrahim
hohoh nothing much..im just greatly happy n satisfied that i managed to get versus today...
good thing that my anaesthesiology practical was in the afternoon..
so after finished the presentation, around 930 blah from fac...
straight away went to PWTC..just to grab that ::VERSUS::
fuhh i'm just frankly thought as if i am like 'this' in my study..
i can reserve one place in a dean list every sem..

~~'this' refer how semangat i am when i'm run for smthg i like..

just wanna acknowledge my bff, kufarhana, thanks for introduced me to 'Hlovate'..huhu

S.T.U.D.Y post mortem~~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Erm aku tetibe terase nak throw something tonite..well before I started, just to remind..this is just my thought, my concern..not to hurt anyone..i’m write this as my reminder too..well more to remind myself actually..sape rase nak amek pengajaran, aku berbesar hati nak kongsi..sape nak terase lebih2 go ahead..korg punye hati, korang punye pasal..

Student life is very hectic..everyone got their own aim, perception, understanding, study style n bla bla bla..everyone want great result, great score..including me..but klu setakat mengharap je, tak payah laa..success does not come to you..you the one who need to find it..aku selalu gak stay alone n think..knpe eh this fella didn’t study much but still can score..i study the whole night, the week before but still I can’t get the best result at all..why??where’s my mistake??which part did I’m lacking of actually??..(aarghhh macam2 la terbang masuk otak aku)

Then I remembered something..someone said before, lebih kurg gini la ayat die “orang cina tuhan bagi rezeki, most of them kaya2 sebab the son take care of the parents..but org melayu bile da kawen sume ikut bini which sepatutnye the husband kene dahulukan the mother”..yup I agreed..so I think in case of x dpt score ni mesti ade sebab laen..even study mcm mane skali pon, mesti ade redha Tuhan..selalunye student willing to stay until 2,3 a.m to study..da penat tdo..ape lah salahnye before sleep tu solat hajat ke solat taubat ke..then boleh mintak doa supaya ilmu yg dibaca tu melekat kat otak..to make it worse, ade lak yg tdo lmbt2 tu karang nnt terlepas subuh..huh camne la ilmu tu nk berkat..

Actually, I think to score doesn’t depend on how long time you take to study..there are so many other things which influence it..ade lagi situasi yg aku cukup benci..selalu je aku dgr on the day nak exam tu ayat-ayat gini “aku x stadi laa” “aku tak ingat la” bla bla bla..ayat aku x stadi laa tu paling aku benci..for me, it is impossible for someone didn’t study before exam..ptuihh tipu laa..klu betul2 x stadi aku leh terima..tp klu stadi, tp ckp x stadi ape kes??bukan nye rugi pon klu ko ckp ko stadi babe..ni da consider lying jugak laa..then da menipu pulak, igt leh berkat ke ilmu klu tipu org..lu pikir la sendiri Paah..for those yg suke ckp “aku tak ingat laa”..aku rase better don’t said this..well, whatever we said is actually can consider we pray for it right..then klu da asek ckp aku tak igt tu aku tak igt ni, boleh ke ko igt nnt??? Da elok2 hafal mintak bg tak igt lak..tak paham aku..

Berkat ilmu ni jugak sebenarnya come from the action jugak..hati2 bile nak wat something..aku pna alami satu keadaan..esoknye ade test ape ntah..the night before, aku ngumpat org2 sekeliling aku right after I’m finished study..then on the test, in the exam hall, I can’t even think..amek ko!!org sepatutnye after study, back to Him..pray for peace during the test, doa ilmu2 tu dikembalikan saat diperlukan, doa tak ditutup pintu hati..but what I did??talking bad bout others..hah!!come on la Paah, Allah tu adil, He can do anything, sape la ko Paah nk lawan kuasa Allah..bayangkan dah la ko bagi pahala kering kat org yg ko ngumpat tu, then kalau Allah bukak pintu hati die, semua yang ko baca Allah bagi kat die, boleh je nak jadi klu Allah nak kan..well pendek kate, fikir dulu sebelum buat something yg x sepatutnye dibuat..every action you do, will back to you..mungkin bukan dalam bentuk yg sama, tp balasan tetap ada..

Hurm actually banyak je lagi situasi2 yg aku nk tulih sini..tapi aku da kering idea nak karang..nnt la klu aku ade idea lagi aku tulih for the second part..by the way, this is just to remind myself..anyone read this, klu terasa pk laa sendiri, klu aku salah aku mintak maaf..klu setakat terasa tamau pk sendiri suka hati laa..again aku tade niat nak wat sape2 terasa, this is just my thought..ape2 pon yang penting, everything happened actually with His will..so back to Him in any situation..tak kesah la sedih ke gembira ke susah ke senang ke..sebab kita hanya mampu merancang, Allah yg tentukan segalanya..wallahua’lam~~