aku, vet...vet, aku...

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Hmm I’m now in my fourth year of DVM. Will finish two years from now. Td aku jln2 cari input, cari teladan, cari semangat kat blog2 yg wujud dlm alam maya ni..aku singgah kat blog kawan aku sorg nih.. she did wrote “maybe i am not entirely falling in love head over heels with dentistry yet.”..this quote made me think about myself..am I already falling in love skull over ankle with vet??? Well I’m not straightly said “yes”..but I can’t answer it at all..then why am I here??

Well to be honest I’m just follow the flow..haha aku tataw nak sambung apa pon..after my bad memories become separa org gilak kt matrik..result matrik pon mmg standard org gilak je la..then my dad asked me to put vet on the first choice..huh ikut je laa ckp bpk..well anak yg baik kan mendengar kata (nasihat pengetua smap labu 2005)..siap ade signboard tuu tataw wujud lg ke x kat smapl board tu..that is that laa.and Alhamdulillah dpt la vet tu..for the first year, not really interested yet..but as I went through past three years with sweet and sour memories within it, I started to ‘like’ this course. However, to just like this course, I think it’s not enough. I need to have deep feeling with this course, so that I’ll enjoy my vet’s life better. Kalau dulu aku buat kerana terpaksa, sekarang aku buat sebab aku nak. Alang2 terpaksa, why don't u give it the best, ayat doc. cheng. Hm I managed to spend some time to attend motivation talk by Pak Sheikh, and he gave us a succees formula as follows:

The 4 Success Formulas

1. I WANT

2. I KNOW

3. I DO

4. I GET

What I understand from that talk, to be success, I need to know, what I want in my life. Ape yg aku nak masa mula2 aku jejak kaki aku kat sini. In other words, aku kena ada matlamat, impian, destinasi yang nak aku tuju. Dari situ, I need to know what I need to do to go to my destination. So aku kenala plan ape yang aku nak buat untuk dapatkan ape yg aku nak. Tapi plan je tak cukup beb. Semua orang boleh plan, tapi kenala laksanakan ape yg da di plan tu. Laksanakan apa yg aku rancang dengan 100% komitmen and serius. Memang la orang selalu cakap “kita rancang baik macam mana sekalipun, kalau Tuhan tak izinkan tak jadi”. Tapi Farhah, Allah akan pandang kita punya usaha, effort. What u give u get back. Even dalam Al-Quran pon ada cakap, “We will bestow on such their rewards according to their best of their action” in surah An Nahl . And all of these actually need my sacrifice. I may not gain anything without sacrifice something, right. So bila kita da laksanakan our plan according to our mission, insyaAllah kita dapat apa yang kita nak tu. Yang penting back to Him and believe in Him. Haih, somehow aku rase mcm da terlambat laa untuk aku fikir balik. Aku rase bende ni patut aku fikir mase aku di tahun satu lagi. Tapi now, I’m the fourth year student, clinical year. And I still thinking about what I want? Hailaaa so lembap la me. Baru nak fall in love with vet huh? Tapi sebenarnye ape2 pon belum terlambat before mati kan. (ayat sedapkan hati je) da tu tunggu ape, pegi la sane do what you plan. CEPAT JANGAN LAMBAT2!!! (macam org gilak sudah) nah fikir2 kan hadith Rasul ni:

The Prophet s.a.w said, “if one becomes worried, he hurries up, and if he hurries up, he sooner reaches his destination.” (At-Tirmidhi)