honest to goodness

I red a book one day, it make me wonder and having really deep thinks on that words. will I marry me? initially i thought it is a silly question. as i go through that articles actually ask me on my behave, my attitude and my personality. huh my face got hyperemia for awhile. it asked me to imagine if one day, i met someone which is me, will i take me as my life partner? this question will give sudden shock on my vital organ. hoho



so i started do a deep thinking. i come out with some list of characteristics that i look for to be my life partner. then i compare it to myself. hoho definitely i have a lot to change. i had gone to far from my own path. i need to go back on my path, make a change and do myself improving.

actually there is no such thing like mcq, true false question about myself. it is me myself who will created question and the answer are all inside me. well i'll not lost anything if i'm trying to chage to be a better person right. actually, i'd started changing myself bit by bit, and i can say that i started to see the outcome of it, alhamdulillah. if i want, i do it, n with will of Allah i'll get it, insyaAllah.

see, even Allah had told us,

'this is because Allah has never changed a favor which He has conferred upon a people unil they change their own condition; and because Allah is Hearing, Knowing' [al anfal 8:53]