Wednesday, September 2, 2009

random spill~~

salam ramadhan almubarak
so depressed!!!huh can't tell why but i feel it...
very stress...because of that feel...
i don't feel like talking to anyone...
i wanna be alone for this time being...
i wanna let this feeling go away...by any route i don't care...
just go!!!let go of me...
argghhhh wat happen to me actually???
why i become like this...
frustrated...really2 frustrated...
dissappointed with myself...
but it is between me...i'll settle it myself later...
for the other one...i don't know how i wanna say it here...
ohh God...i really hope that i'll see the benefit later...the best benefit...
calm down dear...
the reality is, people never stop looking at others and talking about others...
people will only stop talking bout you if you no longer exist in this world...
so take it easy dear...it is enough for me if only those who close to me know who am i...
of course it enough for me if only me know who am i..what i doing...
as long as i don't interfere others' privacy...those, who like to comment on others..
why don't you go back..think bout yourself...
don't just look for others faults...nobody perfect!!!
you'll never realise your faults if you always see others wrongdos
remember!!!we don't know how long we will be given this soul..
there may be no tomorrow for us...we never know!!!

Forgive me, my Lord for all my sins

my dear, wherever you are, whatever you do, remember don't forget of Allah...back to Him... only He know the best for you...the things happen in your life is all with the will of Him... so don't ever feel uneasy on how people look at you...the important one is how He look at you...it is ok if org x suke you...but you will be in trouble if Allah don't like you!!nauzubillah...

to remind me...
"Celakalah bagi setiap pengumpat dan pencela, yang mengumpulkan harta dan menhitung-hitungnya, dia (manusia) mengira bahwa hartanya itu dapat mengekalkannya. Sekali kali tidak! Pasti dia akan dilemparkan kedalam (neraka) Hutamah. Dan tahukah kamu apakah (neraka) Hutamah itu? (yaitu) api (azab) Allah yang dinyalakan, yang (membakar) sampai ke hati. Sungguh, api itu ditutup rapat atas diri mereka, (sedang mereke itu) diikat pada tiang-tiang yang panjang." [al-humazah, 104:1-9]

3 comments:

tembikai said...

it's a concrete reason to own your own blog, isn't it?

you can spit all your concerns, all your worries, your hurt, whatever it is..

so long they are called human, never free from mistakes. everyone did mistakes.

i am not saying that you should forgive whatever they did to you.
yeah, everything needs times.

but on the other side, maybe you can learn the beauty of forgiving others.

well, easier said that done, i know that.

'Lihatlah apa yang dinasihatkan, bukan siapa..'

faza17 said...

i'm glad if dinasihatkan
but i hate when people said sumthg without knowing anythg hoho
yeahh for this case, really take time huhu

faza17 said...

btw thank ye tembikai..
aku terlupe pasal the beauty of forgiving..
err nk order tembikai juice satu hohoho